im_loooooong

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2004-05-09T23:10:59Z

Yea this weekend sucked.I went to the movies on friday no thrill there,pretty much same old same old.I walked around with Samantha all night and did fucking nothing.Then i went back to kevins and that was the only thing fun about this weekend.Because of course as everyone knows i get drunk on fridays and it was great.Some kid invited us to this party down the street where there was these two damn hot ass girls i was so drunk all i was thinking about was fucking one of them.Then they had this alcohol shit that i guess all the big rappers drink and i drunk alot of that shit plus i had beers and shit already in me.This kid i swear to god had a fucking hamburger pattie looking thing of weed.It was rock solid.It was thick ass to.God damn i would of put that thing on a bun and ate it.We smoked some shit with them.Then i somehow made it back to kevins,and everyone tells me i pissed in the dorrway and i was trying to get everyone to suck my dick.I odnt know about all that shit but maybe it happended who knows what your going to do when your drunk.Saturday i went to my moms and sat there all fucking day Sunday i went to my grandmas house for fucking mothers day.That felt like i was waisting my life away.So pretty much the highlight of the weekend was friday night.GOD IT WAS GREAT I CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!!

im_loooooong @ 2004-05-04T16:26:00

2004-05-06T20:28:31Z

I havent wrote in this in awhile so i forgot what i did on this day and that goes for May 5 to.

I'm Long What Can I Say

2004-05-04T19:54:14Z

Yea today was pretty fun acutally.I went to school and i figured it would suck but it was acutally one of my good days.I bearly had any work to do,and I just sat there the whole class periods.When i got home i went to Blackstone's to get an application.Then i went to dannys house and we went to this kids house for dannys and sean scott to "jam".Danny was kiling the guitar while this kid was pretty good on the drums i must say.Sean scott sat around crying becasue he couldnt play bass.haha god is he small.Then we went back to seans house for some brewskeies and his dad came and took it.Seans dad ruined the night for all of us.Then dannys swears i got drunk off of one beer.Nope never happended.Then at about 11:00 i got home and talked to Samantha about some shit.It ended up being pretty bad but i know it will all resolve tommrow.I do love her though.Yea fuck everyone who just said what a faggot or some shit.

Who Knows

2004-05-03T19:27:39Z

Today i woke up at like 1 and walked around my house naked because my parents werent home.So that felt good.Then i went to seans house to hangout for awhile and then we went to kevins and i went home and slept.Fun Fun!!!!!

Dead

2004-05-01T16:04:43Z

God last night at seans was so fucking great.Me thomas sean scott and jason got waisted.We all got fucking shit faced.Jason was prolly the worst out of all of us.Then i figured out that when i fell asleep thomas sucked my dick because i woke up with my pants un-done.I odnt know if thomas is gay or not but sean said he walked in and saw thomas's face on my dick.I fucking believe thomas is gay i knew it all along.Jason wants to suck thomas's dick.I think last night was a big gay fest i just wasnt awake to find out.I think there is teeth marks on my penis.God thomas is gay.Im just going on and on about how thomas is gay.Sean was freaking out as usual because jason puked all over his floor and sean and thomas cleaned it up all night.It was fucking funny.Before all this i went to the movies that was alright the only good part was i got to see Samantha because her mom is a whore and doesnt allow me over anymore.So i only really see her after school like once a week.It sucks.Derek is fucking loooooooooong he comes through with the goodie box everytime and makes my fucking night.I was fucking jerking off when i saw the box.Im prolly going over seans house again tonight.It will be great.I hope i die from all this shit.Oh well.Other than that today i sat on my ass and did some laundry and had to clean the house.Pretty boring life i have.God danny and derek are the only ones who look at my journal.They are big as well.

Dark Tranquility-Hours Passed In Exile

2004-04-30T19:54:29Z

Though I never claimed to be right
give to me the benefit of doubt

I brought you fires
that you put out
I brought you fires
for I cannot be without
I came with sadness
but this my shattered heart can't bear

What of the times in exile
what of the hours passed
what if touches seem too trivial

You can never tell me I'm wrong
a song I've heard so long

So what if healing takes forever
so what if time is meant for others
so what is left is but a shatter
and what is broken can't be whole

Today i didnt do anything but go and sleep.....

I Don't Know

2004-04-29T19:54:51Z

Today was alright.School fucking sucked a dick,but it was a usual day.I bearly talked to Samantha today but oh well that didnt ruin my day.I have fucking cut my eye or something and it hurts like hell,hopefully that will go away.It's prolly my contact.On the way home from school i got a ride from Derek and he backed into a car pulling out of Joey's drveway.It was fucking great!This fucknig idiot came out with a shovel and i thought he was going to hit Derek with it.We had to sit there for awahile doing nothing getting bitched at by this fucking dickhead.

My dad didnt give me any fucking lip today because i came home and didnt wake up till 3 in the morning.I hope this friday i get fucking waisted thats all i look forward to all the time now.But oh well i hope i die for all the alchol and pot in my system.

I Hope I Die

2004-04-27T23:44:11Z

Today was pretty horrible.I got up and my dad was bitching at me like always about cutting my hair and getting a job.Im pretty much fed up with it.I wish he would just shut the fuck up about all that hair and job shit.He is always telling me how im never gonig to get anywhere in life and ill never drive.Oh well getting my license at this point is the least of my worries.School sucked as usual,i had a substitute that gave me a referral for saying the word "nigger" but thats alright.When i got home my dad painted my bathroom and expected me to like feel all proud of him.I was like what do you want me to do suck your dick.Hes like dont say that i just thought you would be proud that i did it.I didnt give a shit.I think the only reason i dont turn into a depressed emo fuck is becasue of Samantha.Yea fuck everyone.